Sunday Morning

Listening to the Velvet Underground. This part of the house smells like mouse pee thanks to my sister and her 3 pets. I have to leave for work in an hour... Ah well, I don't givva fuck.
My mom and step-dad went on a bike ride and took the dog too. My mom and I got about 15 minutes of yard work done today, and then the gravel made us too mad; we were planting daffodil bulbs but the layer of gravel beneath the grass was impermeable. I like the sunshine today though, 'cause it's kind of cold outside. Nothing compares to the mountains. I want to go hiking today!!! But I can't.. ran out of time... fuckaluckadingdong.
Last night I had a dream that my brother and I were in a forest and some boy was boar hunting, he called us on a walkie-talkie and urged us to find him and what he had just found. He sounded afraid but wouldn't elaborate why or what we were needed for. So Darin and I find our way to the road and follow two cars. Then there's a fork in the road and each car goes a different way. One of the cars is a van that I recognize to be Darlene's from work, so we follow it. Soon enough Darin and I come up on a 10 foot boar carcass in the middle of the road. It's guts have been hollowed out, and there're some bloody sloppy remnants around the body. Disgusted, we go to find my mom. We're unable to find her so we go back to the body. And there's no body! Because my mom was there and she cleaned it up. Then we go back to our house, but it looked nothing like the real one. Somehow Gordon, from work, family friend, is there and he had just gotten a divorce from Sharon and he wanted to see my mom. It was so strange! But she was still with Mike, yet somehow it seemed so right for Gordon and my mom to get together. Strange strange strange. I left that part out when I told my mom about the dream.
Now I'm listening to Live At Leeds by The Who. Absolute nostalgia, it makes me miss hanging out with Jessie and walking around smoking cigarettes with her. And talking and playing games and all the stuff that best friends do. I need to find a good friend. I miss my old ones. Brittani and Jessie mostly. Even when I talk to Alex I feel like I'm talking to a good friend, because we've known each other for so long. This must be how my mom feels, because Tammy lives in Kansas.
Alright Bye.